Hi My name is Nash Rahman and I am an intuitive writer. All my life I have struggled with trying to live a meaningful and authentic life, always striving for a life that I can be proud of, a life full of meaning and passion. Early in my life I read tons of personal development books, with a hope that it will transform my life, but they never did. So I went from one book to another with the promises to change my life. I read and devoured everything that I could find on personal development, some helped a bit, but ultimately any changes were only temporary. So I went back to my unhappy life, looking for the next revelation in a self help book.
Most of the self help books I read only gave some of the story for long lasting change and focused on single areas of improvement with the promise that everything else in your life would fall into place. Most of the approaches in the self help books were fragmented and at best left me filled with enthusiasm for a few days and then later it all faded away into nothingness. I wanted a holistic approach that encapsulated my whole being, not just part of me.
I should have been happy, I had a good job, with good prospects, good money coming in, but for some reason I wasn’t happy, I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, it seemed like a shadow that eluded me every time I got closer to what I thought it was.
I remember sitting down and watching a movie called “Brave Heart”. One of the phrases resonated with me so much that I still constantly refer back to it. The phrases was by Robert the Bruce when he was commenting on William Wallace he said “I want to believe like he believes”. That is how I felt!. To have an unshakable belief about something that would give meaning in my life, something that I could put my heart and soul into.
So I set out on a journey to find my passions, or the single passion that would set my desire on fire, that will drive me to fulfill my life purpose. Everything I read pointed to discovering your single passion and then living that passion. But the problem was I had multiple passions, how can I filter it down to a single passion?
I spent a long time studying, analyzing all my passions to find that single passion that I can throw all my energy at. But I procrastinated and I wasn’t happy with the answers of what my passion should be. I started and stopped a number of projects that I thought were my passion only to find that my enthusiasm dwindled and the initial light of my passion was snubbed out, leaving an emptiness of confusion.
Just knowing your passion or passions wasn’t enough, I needed a way to turn those passions into a reality and for that reality to be sustainable throughout my whole life. I knew the answer to all my questions could not be found in any book but the answers to my questions lied within me. I wanted to do something that permeated through every single fiber of my being, not a job, where I go to 9-5 and then after work I start living, but living the whole day in my passions.
I needed a systematic way of making sure that I could live my passions in a sustainable and long lasting way, even if sometimes things didn’t go my way, it would be OK because my passions would get me through it.
I started another phase in my life where I went through a long process of self analysis and self exploration. I wanted a system or framework that I could apply to my life to ensure that I was following the right path and that the path that I was following was built on strong foundations and would not tumble down at the first sign of any trouble.
So I went back to the drawing board and developed an approach or framework that would encapsulate all my passions and strengths in my everyday life, so that every day I can live an inspired life based on the authentic me.
What I am doing now as a intuitive writer is the result of my self-analysis and self questioning. By applying my methodical framework I finally cracked the holistic approach to living an inspirational life and I couldn’t be happier.
This website is the culmination of my continuing journey of self discovery and creativity, where I share my ideas and use my intuition and empathy as a conduit for my creativity.
Live an inspired life!